Yes, i know, i should be long in my bed by now, it’s 3.15 in the morning and i have to “wake-up” at 6 in the morning to catch my plain to Brussels, but hey, technicaly i’m in my bed and have been since about 6 this afternoon, i’ve been working on my laptop all these hours, filling my MP3 player with songs for tomorrow and the rest of the two weeks, which i am not looking forward to. It’s just .. I am really only going because my mom asked me to, even though she is like not too nice to me at the moment, she’s the only one i’m having fights with lately.. I just simply can’t sleep, when i’m nervous, and yes i am REALLY nervous tonight, i just can’t sleep, i can wirl around in my bed, read a bit, but sleeping, yeah right, forget it! The plain is parting around 9 from Lisbon, than i arive around 12 in Brussels, it’s the first time i’m going on the plane on my own, it wouldn’t be a big deal if i didn’t have panic atacks in plains, i REALLY hate it, i sweared to myself after i went to Madrid with the school in 2007 that i would never ever get on a plain again, well, it seems that for traveling from portugal you need planes most of the time, so to London we went with the plane, and now i’m going on my own .. YIKES, HELP ME, AAAAAAH !!!!

Yesterday afternoonwe went to Foz do Arelho - Diogo his parrents and me -, they used to live there, but Diogo didn’t go there anymore since about a year ago, so we went all of us, and yes, in a yer it changed a lot, a lot of sand went away, there is almost no beach left !

We also took some Photo’s so, here are a few 0=)

P.S. Diogo eu amo-te

27/06/09 Diogo & Me

Ok, well i’m going to look if i can get still a bit of sleep, i have about two and a half hours left, untill then, maybe i get some sleep, and i’ll post again when i get to Holland.

Diogo, não tenhas medo, não vai acontecer nada, não haverá nenhum Boogy-man á minha espera !! =P

XOXO Becky

I’m sorry i haven’t been posting lately, it’s just that i really don’t get the time for it, i get home late and than the only thing that is in my mind is my bed ..

Today i’m maybe going out with Diogo and my sis and stuff and than tomorrow my sis is going to buy a violin, so maybe i’m hopping along, but i guess not. Again we are going out, sunday there is a reunion and monday morning early i’m taking the plain to Brussels, my mom is going to pick me op, we are than going to her place in Biddinghuizen in Holland and i’ll stay there for a week or so, than with the car we are going back to Portugal, and i hope i get here back at my little home by the 10th of july in the afternoon cause i’m going with Diogo and his parents to some religious reunion in Santarém which is going to be on that friday, saturday and sunday whole day long, and i’m kind of interested.

The most important thing for me is not to be in Holland, but yes to be with my mom, and i am really seeing forwarth to traveling with her from Holland to Portugal.

XOXO Becky

Ok so, life got well, went the wrong way, me and my sis got fucked up, i’m not on the good way with my dad and i’m happy with my new BF and now his friend goes like .. woah .. Ok, i don’t get people, i really am nice, and if you don’t think so than don’t try to get in touch with me, like leave this site, now, right away, move it ! Arg, i hate certain people .. I’m not wuite in the mood to right anything here lately, i mean, i spend the weeks with Diogo, or i read and study a lot, like the biology exame went like great, awsome, now the qemistry went all the way down. hm.

I got to my goal this year, the highest note i have on my list is biology, so hey, who knows, i might get into uni next year ..

I’m starting my driving license tomorow i guess, i don’t feel like it, but on the other side, it might be better, because than i can go when i want where i want ..

Friday Caldas !!